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17 August 2008 @ 09:30 pm

i was hesitating
i read the comment over and over again. probably read like more than 10 times
a lot of thoughts flashed across
started questioning myself
started thinking about the things you said

i'm not trying to justify myself over here
'i guess both u n i know. the fact is ..i didnt accuse u of anything'
i didn't feel comfortable when i saw this
you didn't accuse me of anything? think again...

no one else is responsible for what happened between us.
and most certainly, not him, since we only starting talking like recently.
i won't mention names
i don't know what you actually heard/see, i'm not bothered by it anyway

all along, you think i dont like you etcetc thus, the break-up
so, its all my fault.
at least, thats what you always made it sound like

let it be that way then
lastly, i don't see you as the guy whom i know for a month

this will be my last entry here

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16 August 2008 @ 08:37 pm

so near yet so far

I've moved
:DDD

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13 August 2008 @ 09:51 pm

because the world we live in is so fanciful

the littlest thing never fails to amazes me

When people are being nice
are they genuine?
or they want something from you.

When people are mean
cause they're true?

they might cloud your vision
til you can't differentiate what is real

and you know, im back facing you

Well, i'll appreciate if someone tells me to study
and make sure i do so
):

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12 August 2008 @ 09:25 pm

have you wonder to yourself if you really know your friend?
sometimes i thought i know him/her. but well, it seems otherwise
most of the people around me are pretty hard to fathom.

webcamming used to be one of my fav hobbies but not much people like the idea of it.
no fun

so hooked onto this song

i do appreciate, really

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10 August 2008 @ 03:02 pm

Selective selective selective

I really don't want to meet you people.
LOL. stop irritating me

satisfied with the convo last night.
are you? (:

bkk sept
taipei sept
moving house sept

if only dec ain't winter

its gon be a busy month
both aug&sept
can't wait for exams to be over
can't wait to be a mugger

stop calling me. annoying

im gon study
i need new toys
yeah, new toys

there's really alot of things to buy.
not in sing.
cause our pretty lil island has nothing

i can't stop updating about nothing

peace and serenity
thats all i need

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09 August 2008 @ 09:35 pm

Sometimes it just get harder when you keep trying. You try to go according to their wish.
As time goes by, it gets more and more demanding.
you know, i need my space. and i can't breathe
when you can't compromise, you get them upset
when you can't contain any longer, you blow up
it breeds migraine
migraine breeds lethargic
that prolly explain for everything

Is it really that complex?

I read it somewhere. Think cosmo.
Smiling is unhealthy
Smiling against your own will

Many times, i miss my friends.
still, i love irritating and disappointing people
make sense?

Happy birthday, sing
as much as i hate you, i've no plans of leaving

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09 August 2008 @ 02:08 pm

gimme coke light

the weather, is making me sleepy.
f NS
love guru. probably the worst ever
ribena. better than nothing
tonight. should i?
i feel like talking to people
I feel like catching a show I realized there're many nice people around

*yawns

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07 August 2008 @ 10:14 pm

town, my heart almost missed a beat.
the accessories darling, still the same old girl i knew years back

2fags & a strawberry soda to end the lovely afternoon.
rainy. steph never seems to come

the sandals was being good. i need a new one anyway.
amazed
and i didn't know i sound like that in vids.

know where's my second home?
go figureeeee

sneakers black blazers,
tell me about it.

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03 August 2008 @ 01:18 pm

Perhaps, these fuckers should be skinned instead

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02 August 2008 @ 07:22 pm

Shadow of the day

Daddy came in.
Saw me in nothing but undergarments.
common sight.

I'll stop being skeptical
go figure...

This got me stuck between my fantasy and what is real

I just have to keep editing this time and time again.
Its frustrating when people doesn't get you.
like, they don't get what you're actually trying to say.
oh well oh well
forget it

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31 July 2008 @ 11:39 pm

lethargic. seriously tired. extremely lacking of beauty sleep.
i haven't been feeling like this since idk when. recently i think.
dizzy. vision isn't clear. angsty. hungry
so lifeless like the mummy i watched just now.
pretty retarded. they could do without some scenes.
more like a comedy.
the weather has been very unforgiving.
hmmm...

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30 July 2008 @ 10:57 pm

You know, i really shouldn't be here.
I was doing my HR report, thinking of ways not to exceed 4000 words which is pretty tough at the rate i'm going. Its like a mess and i'm trying to get it right. I hope the grp doesn't get a F cause of my shabby work. Then again, I thought i smell xiaolongbao. like omg? idk. me is so hungry.
this is not the first time and i realized i didn't have my coke light today. well, thats still okay since it's supposed to hinder my growth according to Aldric. And I thought to myself, why is life so miserable without the specific marshmellows and a cuppa coke light? girls.... It got me thinking sometimes. Being particularly particular about certain issues. I've got some straightening out to do. Perhaps not now. Or maybe i shouldn't. There're things left unsaid. Do i even make any sense?

Lucky to have been where i have been

(:*

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29 July 2008 @ 08:44 pm

Perhaps its human nature to assume and jump to conclusions. It defeats all purpose of the intended communication.

Of course, I weren't right at all. I stick and stand by my decision despite the constant 'persuasion'
You assumed and accused time and time again. I don't wish to talk about it.
Have you ever reflect on yourself how all these accusations which you slammed upon me, makes me feel?
You only think of how 'hurt' you are, how 'cold-blooded' i were.
Tormented.
And the next thing i know, you apologized for what you said cause you blablabla, yet again.
Its not funny.
So i have to take your nonsense and accept your sincere apology as and when you like.
I don't think i deserve this treatment from you.
Think about it.
Its not entirely my fault.
I HATE it each time you make me look bad to back up your assumptions.
I don't think I do anything wrong.

I know you gon read this.
I don't know you anymore.
Things have became so different.
You were so different.
Till the point of time where i don't wish to talk anymore. Any further...
I'm tired

lecollage

Enough of that.

I'm already lacking of my beauty sleep.
Seems like tons of assignments not completed.
Deadline this week.
People driving you to the wall.
Its not helping at all.

But still, I managed to meet up with babysil.
Catching up is probably in my favourite list (:
Sat sat sat..
As much as how i dread being a lamp post, can't wait to see you...

Then there's bestfriend who helped me with my assignment.
You know i owe you one.
Xiao long bao? haha.
tho you hate chinese food.
imissyou like f//

How can i forget K?
We're so lost in lectures together.
Gossiped and laughed and giggle about some guys.
We're so gon be 2 lil kanchiong spiders when the time comes.
And, i ate Teochew porridge for her.
The person i hang around with, the most.

And and and, my terry bitch.
nobody does it better than him.
liar liar pants on fire (:

Oh, and where's fang?
pls come back home.

Life is pretty like my dress.
Life is pretty with my coke light and marshmellows.
Life is pretty with you people.

Assumptions cloud reality, no?

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26 July 2008 @ 12:13 am

The strawberries tasted so sweet
What could be better than this?
How i wished my uncle bought more.

Certain things are so unpredictable

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24 July 2008 @ 09:57 pm

Spend all your time waiting for that second chance
For the break that will make it ok
There's always some reason to feel not good enough?
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction, oh beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
They may be empty and weightless, and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an Angel, fly away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference, escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of an Angel, far away from here
From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
In the arms of an Angel; may you find some comfort here

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22 July 2008 @ 08:54 pm

Those little gestures.

Will they get significant in time to come?

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20 July 2008 @ 09:45 pm

Its a big big world

I haven't been feeling like this for the longest time.

When you think you know your friend,
or when you actually thought so

The exotic stranger who share laughter and sorrows with you

You don't even know yourself

It all defeats the purpose of having one

Or perhaps they didn't live up to your expectations

You end up turning away in disappointment

Who to blame?

We all live in our own comfort world

Very often, you let things go
so you can be free

Maybe its time to stop stereotyping

Stop patronising

Time to look around

There're plenty other things other than yourself

If i don't get to see your face again,
I don't mind

credits(photo): lecollage

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15 July 2008 @ 11:57 pm

We all know it takes two hands to clap
It got me thinking...

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14 July 2008 @ 05:08 pm

Ink, no?

Terryboy/bitch probably gon take like say 5 years to get this geisha done?
HAHA

Vedent commented that my pretty cellphone looks like a vibrator.

Perhaps a leather jacket will solve everything(:*

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12 July 2008 @ 07:15 pm

It just get more random

SINGAPORE : From July 17, passengers on Comfort and CityCab taxis will have to pay a 30—cent surcharge per journey.

Singapore’s largest taxi group, ComfortDelGro, said this is to help its cabbies cope with increases in diesel costs.

Open market pump prices for diesel have risen by more than 50 per cent in the last six months, and ComfortDelGro said it has been subsidising the cost so that its cabbies can enjoy diesel prices at S$1.19 per litre.

But despite these subsidies, cabbies still have to cough up an average of S$15 a day extra for fuel.

So with the new surcharge, cabbies making at least 30 trips can make S$9 or more each day. But some cabbies said it is still not enough.

One of them said, "(If we get about) S$17, S$18... extra, (then) it’s okay."

Others do not think the surcharge will benefit them. One cabbie said, "(It) doesn’t help. (It will) frighten people from taking a taxi."

Passengers also had mixed views. One said, "I’m already taking a cab during the peak hour, so 30 cents doesn’t matter actually."

Another said, "I’m not all right with that. Because basically we already have the 35 per cent surcharge for peak hour."

A third noted, "I think it’s quite reasonable. At least you pay the cabbie, because I think the other surcharges, what we pay, I don’t think it reaches them."

Some passengers, however, worry this will set a precedent. One passenger said, "What happens if the petrol price increases again? Are you going to increase the surcharge?"

ComfortDelGro said the surcharge will be removed when pump prices fall back to S$1.19 per litre — the market price last December.

For now, there has been no word from other taxi operators on whether they will introduce a similar surcharge. — CNA/ms

wtf?
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Munching on marshmellows, sipping ribena, playing my itunes, you tube, msn
marketing assignment.
There goes my saturday.

Peaceful

Love sings
When it transcends the bad things

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09 July 2008 @ 08:13 pm

Personality test

This is freaky.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

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07 July 2008 @ 11:19 pm

Evolution

Beings, hard to fathom. Everyone is amazing in their own way or rather its just how He created each of us. Unique with our very own personality. Its weird how He doesn't make people pure and innocent. Blame it on Eve? Greed and selfishness prosper from time to time. I'm not spared from all these either. Yes, Part and parcel of life yadayada and so on...

Contentment
Toughest lesson in life.
no?

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05 July 2008 @ 10:44 pm

Starry starry night

wtf is wrong with photobucket. i can't upload those photos. i need to upload em cause the stuffs are almost sold. yeah, need something new. i can't post photos at my own space either. see how everything's breaking down and dying on me. nobody bother explaining anymore. everybody's tired of speaking.

Strangers together with Karen. We squeezed each other and held our breath. Shite Typical movie. Think Vacancy, Texas etc. Couple in a deserted house. House invaded by some psychopaths. Psychopaths scare the shit out of the couple. Lady screams. Man becomes the suay turtle armed with gun. Psychopaths wears freaking puppet mask. Tormented and mentally torn. i meant the couple. At last, tied up and killed by psychopaths. Died for nothing. End of story.
Thing is, They didn't even show us the killers face. They didn't even state the reason why they attacked them. So, i assume those 3 punks are just sick in the mind cause somewhere and somehow, its kinda puberty gone wrong or something.

Hancock. No, i don't like the ending.
Don't call Will Smith an asshole cause i'll stop talking to you.

You don't mess with the Zohan. Ridiculous? Plain silly. I had a good laugh.

Its been so long. Where's movie freak in me?

Its amazing why i don't get sick of xiaolongbao. Don't you? 2 times a week is definitely not enough.

I was introduced to Daiso recently by K. Not that i just knew of its existence but i've never stepped foot into the shop until that day. I was pretty hyperventilated when i saw the selections and varieties of household items all going at 2sing. Cosmetics, essential oils, stationeries, kitchen utensils etc. You name, they have it (i think). Is this crazy or what?! Pretty hard to control my excitement while i was in there. Japanese products at 2sing. More stuffs than Muji, my all-time-fav. Well, i'll be going back soon to do some kick-ass shopping. Hello kitty plasters and alot more i can't remember what. I only remember that the whole shelf was filled with cats with no mouth. Hellooo, steph sure go bonkers.
(:

Plans have already been thought of for my september holidays. Booking soon. TP in Aug. I NEED to pass it know, people are waiting for their suppers!

No shopping for me. I can't seem to buy anything now. Not can't but there's literally nothing for me to buy. Clothes, my wardrobe's bursting out. Drawers gon sink anytime. Heels left untouched. If only i can trade em for some sing.
Well, I'm hunting for some maxi dress though its kinda late. One with perfect print.

Been browsing materials regarding home decor. Yeah, my room. I want a Victorian theme. Dreamy with lace&floral.

Something like that, maybe?

If I can't find it, I'll most likely opt for an all white&lavender set of furnitures in my room.
Wallpaper or paint?

Now, this is long.

Paint your palette blue and grey

*yawns

I need a break.

Till then,

xoxo

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03 July 2008 @ 09:17 pm

I don't know

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30 June 2008 @ 06:28 pm

with love,

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28 June 2008 @ 03:19 pm

For: my pretty Karen(:*
I'm sure you understand.
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

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27 June 2008 @ 06:00 pm

Okay. I actually fell asleep while replying mails. Woke up and I saw the loads of rubbish I've typed before dozing off officially. Clearly enough, I'm exhausted. The past 2 weeks have been a tedious one. House-viewing, mailing out of items, replying mails, photo-taking, measurements and the list of endless tasks have robbed me of my beauty sleep. Eh, no?

It feels good when people email you saying how satisfied they're when they received the items. So much for satisfaction.

Satisfaction breeds disappointments. I'm really sorry for those who accomodate to my irregular timings and those who doesn't. Postphoning/Cancelling/Rejecting is probably the last thing i'd want to do to you guys, but thanks a million for the understanding. It was never easy especially the times when i lose my cool over the slightest issues and when things didn't turn out the way i want.

It all counts.

I took out all the extensions. Oh boy, I didn't expect it to be so bad. I need a cut and dye. Perhaps, soon.

Holidays ending(can't wait). Yours truly haven't blog a single bit about the Bangkok trip. Now, who's the real lazy one? :p

Here's a sneakpeak. Will upload more when I've got the mood to.

I'm walking at my own pace. Are you?

xoxo

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25 June 2008 @ 01:05 pm

so sweet so sick

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13 June 2008 @ 12:25 pm

My heart almost dropped.
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I can throw away all my sem2 notes.
YAY-ness
:DDD

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10 June 2008 @ 05:53 pm

back in sing

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30 May 2008 @ 12:29 am

Its that fragile

cant wait sat cant wait next week

oblivious.
pretty voice.

tell ya a secret. i fuckin` misplaced my diamond ring quite sometime ago. I gave up looking for it. Forgotten about it. Mommy doesn't know. Pray hard she never will.
she didn't say much about the diamond stud tho. but this ring..erm...

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25 May 2008 @ 05:56 pm

first paper next wednesfreakin`day omfg im pretty much okay i dont know how much my lil smart brain can consume but i think i've been mugging like a real mugger since everybody says so but i think i can't study at home its filled with distractions like what im doing now perhaps things will be better this time i hope and i dont want to think about some other shit issues i really dont want its irritating the hell out of me i dont want to think or face it after this week here i come

okay i need a cut i need dye something new

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15 May 2008 @ 11:52 pm

time to study and i thought it was time to take a break god knows what happen my nails looked like they just went through a rubble dub dub bad nail polish but not bad tho wine and not brown i like accounts since its starting to kiss my ass i really shouldnt be here im feeling so fuckin warm im going to bathe now kthxbye

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12 May 2008 @ 11:53 pm

lost, not found

My eyes feel like they're closing anytime.
Lethargic.
But I can't fall asleep.
The images keep haunting me.
The heartache keeps me wide awake.

What you love may not be what you get.
What I yearn for may not be what you have.
The differences takes time to iron out.
Till then, take care my love.

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11 May 2008 @ 07:40 pm

Taste of randomness

It just amazed me how bored people can get...

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01 May 2008 @ 04:21 pm

The assignments are taking a toll on me. I can't seem to have the luxury of time to do what i want. Not to mention, unwind. SPSS is irritating the hell out of me. I can't be bothered to bother about other things weighing down on me.

But still, I have to take some time off to meet my girls.

Though i wasn't in the best of mood, they did make things better?

I hope you'll learn not to let yourself get hurt by those ugly *.

Trust. Once given and broken. Things will never be the same. Steph, smile is the best solution. Return her with as many smiles as you can. Your tears will only be her threshold of happiness isn't it?

Life's unpredictable.
Certain things will never change.

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29 April 2008 @ 10:11 pm

Sometimes, it just leads to disappointment

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27 April 2008 @ 01:28 pm

Like what my subject suggest, ♥ Happy birthday to my bff ♥!

You're 19!!! Goodness...Time flies. Remember how we used to say sweet 16?
Those were the days...long gone.

Hope you enjoy yourself yesterday's night. And for cheese's sake, its prolly the first time we literally danced together.

I know i wasn't feeling the best. Initially, the night was pretty boring and i can't stop complaining. Started to message even the most random people. No idea why none of my other friends went to club yesterday.LOL

Anyway, we drank quite a bit before hitting the dancefloor.
Bad kids uh?

There has got to be some cam-whoring time (:

Birthday girl got cropped off -___-'''

My pretty bff snipped off her hair again. Shorter and shorter while mine gets longer and longer
:DDD

Her girlfriends were pretty high? Kept hugging onto me. *flattered

Though the night was good, I decided to leave early at around 3+?

I do have alot of things to update. Next time yea?

Sleepover sleepover....

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
To end this off, Stephanie wong jiahui, I love you many many!!!
((:*
19 little hearts for you.

xoxo

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15 April 2008 @ 10:49 am

Things became slow and heavy.
I didn't drink.
Cough syrup?

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06 April 2008 @ 10:18 am

Thanks for the surprise silly.
PMS over.
((:*

when the shopping bug bites you...

Though i buy things like every other day, it felt like ages since i last went on a retail therapy.
The list just gets longer and longer.
Not a good idea at all when mom said that i should stop spending.
Doubt she'll get it for me.
But the color is really tempting.

Anyway, I'm quite excited about some upcoming dates.
The thought of getting this and that .etc
Hmmm, time to consult my friends again.
I'm such a sweet gf.
HAHA
:DDD

♥
xoxo

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04 April 2008 @ 10:28 pm

♥

Went home straight today after school, like finally?!?!?

Its been along week since school reopen. New Mods new projs old faces new faces new lecturers old lecturer old place new timing. 2pm-5pm now, how cool is that? Walking up the horrendous long stretch of road with the scorching merciless sun. Lazy me not covered in the slightest bit of sunblock. Fantastic. So quit complaing about the freckles and worrying about old age. Perhaps I should really get myself a trusty good sunblock. Tan skin is not for me. The one i got from the doctor seems abit er, too white and thick. Hinders my Dr. feel good.

Surprisingly, I find myself paying attention during lessons. Not even dozing off like how i have been doing for the past 10 years. Grown up or what? HAHA. It actually feels good to be paying attention in class. I think the inner geek/nerd in me is starting dominate.

The cap tells everything.

Did i put on weight ?
):

Im pretty fine with my cellphone now. Suger sweet and everything nice. Not changing anytime soon.

My mom just showed me and article. There's this lady who claimed to be possessed after having hair extensions. Turned out that its dead man's hair. Holycows. I wanted some hair extensions too. Its not long enough you see...

Anyway, life's good and what else?
Go school go out.

And there's Jo babe who has got the same birthday as me. Her dad's birthday is the same as my dad.
Cool shite...

xoxo

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29 March 2008 @ 01:26 pm

I got myself a new toy few days back.
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Okay. I'm going out soon.
:D
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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17 March 2008 @ 02:14 pm

Webcamming with gene+his 2 maids. One word, Hilarious
:DDD

Baby came over before heading to town. Waiting for the car to be back.

Dinner at Pasta Cafe before the movie.
I realized how i always cropped him away.

Not lunch but dinner.

Rule#1 isn't too bad. Got freaked out a couple of times. Not much scenes of our caldecott hot princess tho.

And when vanity strikes...
I didn't have the time and mood to photoshop the photos. So pardon me...

There's just this thing about polka dots...somewhere, sometimes...

Randoms. I don't know when.

xoxo

They wanted me here
Just to show you my face
But when it comes to the crunch
I just hide in disgrace
You're calling me mad
But I know you're the same
Cause you got to be seen to be playing the game
Yes we got to be seen to be playing, the game

It ain't gonna hurt now
If you open up your eyes
You're making it worse now
Everytime you criticise
I'm under your curse now
But I call it compromise
I thought that you were wise
But you were otherwise

A specimen like you
I would love to obtain
I asked a tedious guy if he'll tell me your name
I'd love to impress you
With a back somersault
I want to take out your love
But it's locked in a vault
I wanna take up your love
But it's locked in a vault

It ain't gonna hurt now
If you open up your eyes
You're making it worse now
Everytime you criticise
I'm under your curse now
But I call it compromise
I thought that you were wise
But you were otherwise

When I open my mouth
I'm so brutally honest
And I can't expect that kind of love from you
When you open your mouth
your teeth are beautifully polished
And I can't extract the pain you're going through
No I can't explain
The pain you're going through

It ain't gonna hurt now
If you open up your eyes
You're making it worse now
Everytime you womanise
I'm under your curse now
But I call it compromise
I'm under your curse

It ain't gonna hurt now
If you open up your eyes
You're making it worse now
Everytime you criticise
I'm under your curse now
But they call it compromise
I thought that you were wise
But you were otherwise

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12 March 2008 @ 10:46 pm

Baby

SMU bazaar Vida Loca.

Luckily Cheryl babe is there with me.
(:*

Thanks for the presents !
:DDD

And, i love it when my mom pins up my hair
((:*

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05 March 2008 @ 11:31 pm

I can't wait for the next issue of ♥ViVi♥!!!
Its arriving at Kino on Fri night.
:DDD

Work today was pretty dull. Yueting dropped by for a visit. Apparently, she's working at FEP's Gripz. Can get discount from her next time. Shoes shoes and more shoes! (: catch up alil. Bought a black high waist skirt while walking around today *satisfied.
New fetish.

xoxo

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02 March 2008 @ 02:52 pm

♥ When you sing that sweet old song

Finally, I'm bumming at home with my cosy bed and problematic laptops. Exams over and now come the holidays. I hope I can make it for my MPO cause it really sucks. Eng and Maths were alright.

Baby had another surprise for me again on my birthday when the clock strikes 12. Apparently, this cheeky boy was on the phone with me, telling me like how he can't celebrate with me blablabla hung up. Then he made his brother missed call my cellphone using the house phone, to make it seems that he's at home when he's already out. Later on, he told me he left something outside my house earlier and I better go collect it quickly before someone else take it away.

Its 12am.

Flabbergasted, I went to open the door. True enough, Yours truly saw a brown box but no one else. Thats when he appear with a birthday cake and started singing away~

Awww, sooo sweet.
I was Shocked. Surprised. Touched.

He said he rushed like mad. HAHA.

Thanks baby.
and those people who called and texted me.
Thank sweethearts....

People whom i didn't expect that they will remember...they did.
I feel crying.
Friends, it meant alot.

I'll start to remember birthdays from now onwards!

On the actual day itself was my MPO paper. It was a horrible day for me. First thing in the morning, I forgot my IC. Rushing like a kanchiong spider, I trained back to Sembawang. Luckily my dad was there to fetch me to school. But still, I was late. Secondly, Mental block. Fuck.

Went town with Nic and Vann for lunch after the paper. Met my girls.

Supposed to be at Phuture later in the night together with the guys but I wasn't feeling well so yup...missed out the fun.

There goes my 19th birthday. Not at all fantastic. Quite bad to be exact. I was feeling pissed most of the time.

Here are some of the randoms.

Vincy! Haji Lane never fails to come to my mind whenever I see her.
(:

Friday, end of exams.
Playing paparazzi.

Eze's 23rd, Velvet
(facebook)

Prettys.
(more in facebook)

On a more serious note, I want to go Bangkok.
I want to go Bangkok.
I want to go Bangkok.

I need more pretty blouses.
I need more pretty dresses.
I need more skirts and more skirts.
I need a new hair dye.

Oh, the faux lashes I bought at Bugis are reallyyy good.
I'm still using the one which i bought before CNY.
Went to buy another 2 more.
I think I can throw away the other 2. Lousy.

There's nothing much over at Haji lane when i went with my mom yesterday.
They didn't have the high waist shorts i wanted in blue ):

Went Jalan Kayu for dinner with mommy and baby.

Okayokay. This is getting longgggg

xoxo

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26 February 2008 @ 10:44 pm

MPO paper on Wed, which is, tomorrow. But here I am, getting very distracted. No good.

I've been reading the notes over and over again. They seem pretty harmless and easy. Yours truly has been trying damn hard to absorb as much knowledge as possible within the pathetic short time frame and the never-ending distractions from my cellphone, tv and laptop. I'm not a TV person but somehow, it just keeps talking to me today. Whatever. Plus, I can't stop browsing through those online blog shops. Im supposed to be glued to my managerial, decision making, employeee motivation and whateverwhatever.

Whats an organisation culture???

An organisation culture is a set of important assumptions about the organisation and its goals and practices that the member of the company share.

blablablabla.
-____-'''

My brain feels like a mug filled with water. So full to the brim. I needdddd NEED to get more facts into my head.

Before that actually happens, I'll allow myself to continue being distracted yea?

Hmmm, Valentine.
I celebrated my first valentine with a guy this year, Like wow, never before. Baby, you're damn lucky know... :DDD
Anyway, I bought a Prada money clip wallet for baby. He seems to like it alot. That silly boy actually had a lil surprise for me the night before valentine. It made me smile from ear to ear. On the day itself, we chose to celebrate it the traditional way, Movie and dinner. He got me a pink sony T70, What a bomb. Baby, pls stop spending!

Thanks for everything and everything (:*
You're the sweetest!!!

Photos are all in the other laptop and im lazy as usual.

Okayokay. I better get back to my notes before I start regretting the next morning.

xoxo

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22 February 2008 @ 04:04 pm

I don't have the luxury of time anymore!!!

omg. I feel so much like a kanchiong spider now.

*pouts.

PS: Proper updates after my exams

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05 February 2008 @ 12:07 am

I want/need a pink baby

♥

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03 February 2008 @ 11:25 pm

CNY's coming.
Valentine's coming.
Yours Truly's birthday is coming.

:DDDD

Life is pretty mundane for me. Its like you meet the same kind of people everyday, do the same kinda shite. School, work, shopping. Mommy has been complaining that im seldom home for dinner. I'm eating KFC for god-knows-how-many times per week. Unhealthy unheathy. Then again, Bendito keeps calling me. Not my fault know...I'd eat truckloads of junks during work. They said I keep eating but doesn't expand. I thought i saw something bulging out, no? At least shopping burns calories cause its also a form of exercise right? I'm not too sure about that tho. I bought quite a number of stuffs recently. Everything but a bag. Yeah, a bag. Hmmm, I need a new fragrance too *Romance*. Well, somebody said he's not so cheapskate to buy perfume for me. We'll see how...

I'm not going to draw up a wishlist for my birthday cause Jenny will be damn sad if she got none.

I went Bugis with the family today. Sis wanted to get something from there but Im the one who bought the most as usual. Wanted to go Haji lane again but was raining penguins and elephants. Spoiler.

On a random note, I saw a squirrel while walking to school that day. Super adorable. I feel like catching it and put it inside my bag then bring it home so it can play with my 2 retarded terrapins(?).
Oh, I walk to school nowadays fyi. Great.

Baby and I did a bit of retail therapy last week.
:D

Didn't join the girls at Phuture last night ): We'll go again after CNY?

Okay, This is damn long.
thanks. bye

xoxo

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